Sunday, June 15, 2008

An update

Sorry that I've been incognito. I didn't have comment notification turned on and didn't even realize that anyone had been visiting. I might've been more diligent if I'd know otherwise. :)

I did three cycles on the pill, and my cycle finally normalized. We're supposed to try to get pregnant these next to months, but I'm so apprehensive. I feel like I have my hands full with Seth, so how can I possibly be a good mommy to two kids?

I'm supposed to be taking metformin, but I just haven't gotten around to starting it. It makes me wonder if I'm trying to sabotage our chances. I know that I'll eventually want another baby, but the truth is, I'd prefer to wait a little while longer -- but I'm worried that if I wait too long, then Seth will be an only child. My infertility fears are what's driving me to try now instead of later. I wonder if that's a bad thing.