An update

Sorry that I've been incognito. I didn't have comment notification turned on and didn't even realize that anyone had been visiting. I might've been more diligent if I'd know otherwise. :)

I did three cycles on the pill, and my cycle finally normalized. We're supposed to try to get pregnant these next to months, but I'm so apprehensive. I feel like I have my hands full with Seth, so how can I possibly be a good mommy to two kids?

I'm supposed to be taking metformin, but I just haven't gotten around to starting it. It makes me wonder if I'm trying to sabotage our chances. I know that I'll eventually want another baby, but the truth is, I'd prefer to wait a little while longer -- but I'm worried that if I wait too long, then Seth will be an only child. My infertility fears are what's driving me to try now instead of later. I wonder if that's a bad thing.

First Post

I created this blog months ago in anticipation of my second baby. I enjoyed blogging for my first pregnancy, and as soon as I got pregnant again, I wanted to start a chronicle for this baby.

Isn't life funny? Because it doesn't appear that I'm ovulating at all anymore. It was sporadic before, and so I was lucky to get pregnant with Seth, but now... well, I have an appointment with my OB in January to talk it over. We've talked about PCOS before, and I'm sure we'll talk about it some more.

If I never have another baby, that will be okay, because I do have Seth. Some people can't even have one, so I'm ever mindful of my fortune in having a baby before it was too late. But I will admit that I'd like another, someone for Seth to play with and fight with, someone to always be on his side at school, someone to help him take care of us when we get old.

So that's the story of how my second baby blog became a TTC blog.